Sta se radi u vrelim danima ovoga leta

Procitala sam jednu odlicnu knjigu koju sam kupila na jednom brodu sto je bio ovde i nikada do sada je nisam citala. Zove se London is the best city in America. Fantasticna je. Napisala je Laura Dave. Ja sam je citala na engleskom tako da sumnjam da ima nas prevod. No, ipak mislim da bi bilo bezeveze sad pricati o toj knjizi jer nemam bas vremena.
Sta se desava ovih dana? Dosla mi je Iva iz Bg i sad visimo zajedno na plazi, przimo se.Ovo je mislim prva godina posle dugo vremena da se ja redovno kupam. Iskreno, mnogo je vruce da se ne bih kupala i nemam bas sta da radim.
Svi toliko gotive Amy WineHouse...i ja, ali nikako do jutros nisam mogla naici na njen album, tako da od danas sa zakasnjenjem imam nesto od njene muzike. Iskreno, ja tu devojku zalim, jer ima predivam glas, i od svog zivota pravi haos. Pitam se kakva je to zbrka u njenoj glavi.
Kupila sam Grubin japanke na kredit jutros. Jos ih nisam pocela placati. Kul, zar ne?Tamo za 10 dana dajem prvu ratu. Moje stare japanke su odradile svoje. Koristile su dosta i sad posle tri godine je kraj za njih. Smrc, smrc. Au revoir mes amis!
A kuci?>Eh, a kuci je kao sto moze kuci biti. Krecimo od petka i to ce biti STRASNO. Mislim da cu dozivljavati traume tokom tog iskustva. Da li ste svjesni kako je kreciti celu kucu i plus stavljati plocice u jednu sobu? Morate da skidate sa zidova sve police, pomjerate stvari...posle tog iskustva cu da se takmicim za naj bodi bilderku u Crnoj Gori. A plus cu i psihicki da ocvrsnem. Bicu verni sluga genearlu Violeti Vuksanovic. Hehe...ako procita ovo( sto ponekad i radi), gotova sam. Mada ima tu malo istine ako uzmete u obzir da nam je to u krvi sto se tice porodice Ivanovski.
I jos, veceras cu da cuvam dva decaka (drugaricini sinovi). Oni ce da spavaju,a ja? Ja cu da stavim na DVD, film Ponos i predrasude. It will be a p l e a s u r e

Dani prolaze.Stavljas slike na internetu, trazis emailove, poruke, komentare i njih nema :) Ne sada barem. Moja umetnicka strana je ovih dana "eksplodirala". Uzivam u trenucima kreativnosti i izliva ostvarenih ideja. Volim svoje radove, ali ponekad ih nisam spremna podeliti sa ljudima, cak ni prijateljima. Malo uplasena od komentara. Pomalo i sebicna.
Mogu da napravim izlozbu fotografija, ali necu. Ima mogucnosti za to. Ne zelim. Sa jedne strane mislim da bih mogla i da bi bilo kul i kazem sebi "zasto da ne, nisam pro ali ipak neki ljudi uzivaju u njima", a sa druge strane postoji Martina koja je nesigurna u sebe i svoj talenat i koja misli da ima mnogo vise umetnika koji mogu da se "pokazuju" i dokazuju i Martina koja misli da bi je ponos zaneo.
Mozda nekad to i uradim. Napravim izlozbu.

mislim sta reci

E stvarno se pitam sta reci .Eh..dugo me nije bilo ovde i sad trenutno prvo sto zelim da uradim posle ovoga je da uzmem da organizujem svoje knjige u tzv. svojoj sobi ( ajde da kazemo kao da je moja).Moram reci da imam tehnolosku prinovu u porodici...hehe...svoj novi lap top.Ako me sad neko pita sta je to sto je novo u mom zivotu reci cu da je to moj lap top, jer iskreno mi je dosadno da odgovaram na to pitanje.Cesto te to neko pita jer ne zna sta bi drugo....Znam da mozda sada zvucim bas i sebicno i bezobrazno ali sad se tako osecam.
Zvanicno imam i dalje imam stomacnih problema koje ja smatram ozbiljnim, a svi ostali...pa ne bas svi, ali neki ljudi to kuliraju na nacin, kao da je to nesto sto nije ozbiljno i to treba iskulirati. Danas sam mami rekla da bi bilo dobro da se uvali u moju ulogu i da oseti kako je to sa stomakom...

ATTITUDE ( by DR. CHARLES SWINDOLL )

" The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than ability. It is more important than facts, than circumtances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, talent, or money.
It will make or brake a company, church, or a family. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
We can not change our lot...we cannot change the fact that people will react in a certain way. The only think we can do is to play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what hapens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you and me...we are in control of our attitude."

Plus enjoy in some of the pictures from the summer

New days New visions

Still days are passing and school is staring.It's strange.I am in my "second" home - Nikshic.I like it, even if a lot of other student doesn't.
For people who doesn't know, and there is a lot of you - I've changed my language ( from french to italian ), which means I am starting all over again. I am again on my first year. That's kind of bizar and I don't like it, but it's important that my parents are OK with that, and we shall see after.
I love my life.This summer was not a summer 100% great, but I like it.I was on a camp ROM, for leaders. Oh, people it was great. I totally charged my bateries there and now I am ready for another year. No wonder that foreigners like to go on vacation ones' a year. But when I'm home and near my beautiful sea I am not on vacation. I need to go somewhere else.
My boyfriend Danijel was with me on that camp too.We were together for more than a monthe.Praise God, that was a very good time with him.Some of you who doesn't know about Danijel - he was in Norway for 10 months, and I haven't seen him for 9 months.But God gave us people who invented Skype, internet, camera and so on. That was a good time for us to build our relationship on getting to know each other better. Tomorrow is his birthday and I will not be with him, but it doesn't metter, because God will and other close friends.
Let me share with you one of my favorite quotes from the Bible.For a long time a couldn't find it...
" So make every effort to apply the benefits of these promises to your life.Then your faith will produce a life of moral excellence. A life of moral excellence leads to knowing God better. Knowing God leads to self-control. Self-control leads to patient endurance, and patient endurance leads to godliness. Godliness leads to love for other brothers and finally you will grow to have genuine love for everyone. The more you grow like this, the more you will become productive and useful in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."
2 Peter 1 : 5-8
How much time you spend in Silence?

Just some pictures from my 3 weeks in Croatia on ROM camp

What's wrong?!

I am sorry if my posts are depresing sometimes.This is somehow a very strange day.I should be very happy, but I am not.I mean Danijel is here...but still something is missing.God knows what.I am not so close to Him, and maybe that's the thing.I like to spend time with people who are inChrist but alone with Christ rarely.Is there a cure?How to start with discipline?I know that I should start spending time more with God...more and more and more...and I see so clear now how I am puting a lot of things before Him, and He is so important, and I so don't deserve His mercy, but through Jesus "all things are possible".

Oh, You my Father in heaven...You love every one of us so deeply, and your Love for us is so clear,....forgive us because we can too be blind sometimes for the things that U are doing for us, but thank U that U are giving us the Holy Spirit to recognize when we are doing wrong things, when we are sining against you.....Thank YOU for being with us all the time even if we are not doing the same thing with You.Amen

Days can be really crazy sometimes.
I was running these days on the faculty.We are such an unorganized country sometimes.I was trying to find out how can I pass from one language to another.I am sitting now in the chair( well, people do that sometimes)....News:I am also starting to work from Tuesday.I will teach some Americans Serbian language.Cool.I never done that before.If u can give me a suggestion , if u were doing that "before"?!Someone, .....anyone.....?!!!!
Summer didn't begun so well.Sun, rain, Sun, rain, Sun, rain...I don't like that.Nobody likes that.
Going home after tomorrow. Me, me, me,.....me too( Agent Smith, Matrix)
Bye Dudes!!!!

Yes, I can say that long time passed

For a long time I just didn't want to write anything on my blog, but Ivana or Dragana are right,...I am now concentrated more on facebook.I really like it.

Ok, now news:

I have been to Norway for a week.I was working on a project for a student camp with some students from the christian organization EUS from Belgrade.We have been in Bergen and Oslo.I have to say I like Norway very much, but things there are so diferent than here.It was olso my first time to fly with the airplane.Ohh, I LoVe It!!!

I also had the opportunity to see my boyfriend after 9 months.We were working together on that project with others.

Bergen is sooo beautiful.It was so nice there.Everuone likes and use candells even man...Hahha...We were enjoing in every second there.It's getting dark at 24h, and the Sun is coming out at 4 am.That was a crazy feeling.I was thinging that someone was chanching the clock all the time. I love the way Norvegian build their houses, and the nature, and the bays , and the candells (he he), and the relaxed feeling I had there, ....well, but not the rain.Oh, I am comin from a rainy town but rain in Bergen it's another story, but also we were blessed with three sunny days.Buy also Norway is expensive.But this time I was blessed with some money and I was not so much paying attention how much I was spending.

I also hurt my leg before going to Norway.Maybe 5 days before.It still hurts me.Oh, I am now in Belgrade and enjoing with my old friend Iva, at her house.Tomorow, if God wants , I will go home.

The group of people with who I went to Norway was crazy, and we were the loudest there.Oh, we defentlu did.

Please macedonians go on www.facebook.com ands make your profile.It's a very good way to be in contact with people.

new days

I am sorry my dear friends that you were maybe waiting for to long for my new post.I just didn't wanted to write anything.Lazy girl. What else can I say.
Danijel is now in Norway or let's say he is in the Per and Vesna's church in Stavanger.So nice and Woow.I am very happy for him.He told actually that he will meet with a macedonian girl and her husbunt from Norway, but maybe i was just toooo tired to connect the lines.
Logos II was in Kotor for two weeks.We were working on the ship and we had great time.So many experiences...I also bought a LOT of books.I know that I will read them eventually.A lot of people were sleeping in my house.We had a great time.Also we had the privilege to get to know great people from the ship...like Paul(North Ireland), Ravina(India), Christian(Germany), Lisa(Germany), Alini(Brasil), Deborah (South Korea), and many others...We were also going in the camp where are the gipsy's and ...woow..I mean I knew those people from the street, but now actually I met them and it was sooo nice.We were playing with the kids on the playground.Also I met a lot of new people from Kotor on the ship and other parts of the country, and macedonians, Serbians..., 2 of my old friends from Serbia that are now sailors.
But now I have new plans.But...."First seek God's kingdom.....", and u know the rest, I hope so.I have to study a lot, and i'm very happy because of that( No, I really am.I am not joking).
A big hug for all of you!!!

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Povratak

Uuuu, bas mi je bilo lepo u Makedoniji, ali i u isto vreme tuzno, ali ipak, to je sta je vec.Danas bi trebala u 17h da krenem za Niksic.Propustila sam dosta od predavanja i iskreno sad me hvata velika frka kako cu to nadoknaditi i plus u subotu je konferencija za mlade hriscane iz Crne Gore.Bice super.Verujemo!

U ekipi sam za organizaciju i sad saa celim nekim haosom cini mi se kao da necu imati snage sve to da postignem.Ipak ovo je kratak post sa nekim slikama.Uzivajte i nadam se da cu uskoro pisati o tome kako smo prosli na konferenciji.